Tough Day

Well I am really struggling at the min!! Feel like I am taking one step forward in my new job and two steps back!!
Soon as I get a tick in one box I seem to have missed something else and it’s like bang a right bloody kick in the teeth!!!
Did I think I was better than I was or am I just finding my feet in a new industry??
The problem is when you earn a high salary finding your feet isn’t an option!!
I need to get my focus back, compared to what I did this isn’t that hard. I just need to be closer to it. 
Possibly I am focusing on too much and maybe I need to get back to getting the basics right and understanding the whole process at grass roots level!!
Plus get a bloody acccountant in to do the numbers to free up my time!!
Today is a day I would love to drink!! Previously I would have!! But I am going to resist and have a becks blue!!! 
For anyone wanting to pack in the drink, read the sober diaries! It’s inspiring, informative and just a bloody good read xxx it has given me true understanding and focus xx

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